juice.

she had a tendency to go for apples that tasted good over those that more readily fit a visual storybook appeal. As such, she often found herself digging at the bottom of the barrel. Others, strangers in passing as well as the more local and lingering variety, remained generally unaware of her immense partaking of pleasure as result. Except, perhaps, in off-sided accidental witness to her post-orgasmic glow after devouring her treasure with all the ferocity she could muster.

I like to dress like a communist when i go to the library to work on my thesis. Its as if approaching my work as though it were for 'the people' is easier to do than if it were simply for myself.

2010 New Years Resolutions

1. No more pleasure by proxy.

2. follow your heart more rigorously.

3. be brave - trust in yourself

4. don't be afraid to watch the sunset on your own

5. love those that deserve your love.

6. do what needs to be done

7. balances your doshas

8. seek out, dont shut in

9. more writing

10. more selfless service...make other peoples lives easier and more pleasant

11. seem a dream, prove real.

please kiss me first.

Althusser Quote

"Marx did not "say everything," not only because he did not have the time, but because to "say everything" makes no sense for a scientist: only a religion can pretend to "say everything." On the contrary, a scientific theory, by definition, always has something else to say, since it exists only in order to discover, in the very solution of problems, as many, if not more, problems than it resolves."

I've been thinking (well...mostly just today) about perhaps doing an independent study on Susan Bordo and Judth Butler, just so that I can have a chance to read all of the works they have written and perhaps be more prepped for my comp. But then I would have to put off my comp to second semester, which I guess doesn't really matter.

I really want to write an autobiography. Seriously. Maybe even before I graduate from Allegheny. Right now I am researching Simone de Beauvoir for a feminist theory paper and I cant help but be inspired. Is this my next grand project?